a punk rock song won’t ever change the world, but i can tell you about a couple that changed me
It’s my birthday. I want to live to the fullest. I want to die as quick as possible.
I’m 23 now and I can’t stop asking myself what would 13 year old me think of myself as I am today. I didn’t changed a lot. I did changed a lot.
I’m terrified of life being so ordinary, because I feel more and more uncomfortable with what ‘normal’ life is all about.
I just can’t accept being a grown up. I don’t tend to be childish either. I’m an escapist.
My goal is to burn out and disappear doing what I’ve been made for, fulfill my meaning.
But life passes by and I’m just wasting it cause I can’t put my hopes in anything.